look in the toilet

2005-10-20T01:02:00.000-07:00

this post is to apologize to anyone who may have been hurt or injured by anything said in my previous posts. i did not respect the fact that my blog is actually a public forum and i did not have the right to slander anyone or use vulgarities in my posts. i sincerly apologize for this. i apologize to my parents, i do love you very much, and to my school, i did not act responsibly and to anyone else who may have been insulted. This site will be closed down after a month. I apologize for deleting my previous posts and my links. i hope my apology is accepted and i will never repeat this mistake again.

sincerely, Neeta Nelson

-overnout-

2005-10-09T00:14:00.000-07:00

i have been grounded cus my parebts found out abt karthik .i cant reply calls or msges cus mt line is cut n i cant use th hse fone i cant contact ny guys at all incl pratap so i wont see u fr the next few weeks sorri guy
love ya

2005-10-04T20:09:00.000-07:00

nya nya nya !i din go ter schol terdae !yayay !i jus felt tht it wld be more constructive to study at home cus i can do more things n all..bt now i wanna meet up with my frens :

to pratap nair:everyone makes mistakes in life.wen life is shite those hoo make it r those hoo hve intellect n good frens..u hve both so wipe the shite off ,throw it at the bastards hoo dun belive in u..n prove to us wat ur made off..we love u dey..

i feel like sleepin(hahaha raj !)

good luck to those doin n levels now !

cheers
overnout

2005-10-02T05:43:00.000-07:00

seriously,my parents amuse me.thy think thy noe all abt me n my life my hopes n my dreams my character.BULLSHITE.haha thy dun noe a single thing n thyll never noe .thts y wateva thy sae doesnt matter to me nymore wateva i do i do care wat it means to thm.thy dun even care abt me nymore.i was sick fr the past two days bt no one relly cared .everyone jus cares fr my bro. o0o his poor back his mri his wateva !cant stand all this fuckin bullshite .i hve had enuff operations to last everyone in this fuckin family a hole fuckin lifetime bt no one cared abt me my bro din comfort me .i was in so much pain .thy din even make the effort.bt fr him now thy scold me fr not comforting him like its my fault .FUCK OFF U MOTHERFUCKING PIECES OFF FUCKIN ASS SHITE .

on to more pleasant topics..omgd u noe i never watch vasantham star all rite well i decidedto watch jus fr fun ..the finals..tht SHABIR guy is SO HOT HOT HOT HOT !!araghh faints *bt i shall concentrate on more acheivable goals fr ai ;> lol!nyway im single n all ..feelin much happier..im gonna wait fr the rite guy ..be frens ..go slow..i will never repeat tht mistake AGAIN.oh n to raj n kohila thank u so much fr ur help its much appreciated n fr the concern => n to kohila im sorri tht we ganged up against u thy were just angry cus i was sick n all k=>

to huimes n dora n chey n berna :I LOVE MY SONG !!

to pratap:i shall buy u red bull !

to karthik:i want our frenship to grow..be careful ok=>

to all my frens:i noe ive said this many times bt i wanna sae it again ;I LOVE U GUYS I LOVE U ILOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U !(u shld noe how much this means since u guys noe abt my i love problems ;>)

*good luck fr ur EOYS everyone!
*gd luck with ur results poopay !

TOODLOOEE !
overnout-

2005-09-25T05:28:00.000-07:00

"go slower..turtle kind of slow "
quoteby
cheyni-

BUT I CANT !!WHY M I SO FUCKED UP.I DONT NOE !I HAVE MORALS I HAVE VALUES IM NOT A SLUT WHY DOES THIS HAPPEN TO ME N ONLY ME !ACOODING TO CHEY I SHLD SAE
LETS DATE
NOT
SHOVE UR TOUNGE DOWN MY THROAT

BUT ONCE UVE DONE IT CAN U DENY IT
ISIN THT !BITCHY

im such a fuckin cowardI DISGUST MYSELF !NETTA U NEEED TO FUCKIN GET HOLD OFF UR FUCKIN LIFE !!STOP BEING SUCH A MUTHA FUKING BUM !!! Y CANT U YELL GUYS THT U WANNA DATE!!Y DO RUIN UR LIFE !Y D U CAUS EVERYONE TO MISUNDERSTAND MY INTENTIONS!IM FIRENDLY NOT FLIRTY !IM CARING NOT CARLESS !I DONT SHOP ARND HALF THE TIME IM FREAKIN SCARED N THOSE OF U HOO NOE ME SHLD DAMN WELL NOE Y !i dun getit..i was so careful for so long..6 mnths..thts y i felt so fuckin deprived ..i just felt so hungry tht day..i cldnt..stop..i......im such aFUCKIN BITCH..FUCKINFUCKINFUCKINFUCIKIN BITCHBITCHBITCHBITCH..

i just wanted someone to understand me..i din noe tht person wasnt u..

overnout

*thank u cheyni fr being there wen i was feeling shite n helpin me make rite desicions*

2005-09-20T17:43:00.000-07:00

howie !i hve decided to blog.due to boredness..im in school now..e math doing some shite math circle thingy:

so im currently on a major loses weight regime ..courtesy of pratap nair in order to lose my fatness..im a bum so im not sure how long this is gonna last..poop claims he will make it last ..hmm -_-..we shall see..the bummnessin me is super powerful k ..plus my addiction to chocs is amazing..good luck to me i guess i shall be FAT fr the rest of my life..everything has fat in it !milo has 5.3GRAMS!!of fat how do take in tht much fat n live !!!but how can u resist the sweet temptations of the gorgeos sinful luring of food !i wanna griller !i shall go n die now..

if any one has tips on how to lose 6 kg in three mnths without suffering too much pls feel free to post ur suggestions k !i relly need help:<

overnout-

2005-09-12T04:41:00.000-07:00

COOKIEEE MONSTER MUDPIEEEEEEE !!!
drools..
lol went to NYDC with chey n huimes n berna !!funfun had mudpie frm heaven n soup frm heaven !feels like a stuffed turkey..

yesterdaes convo was relly..intrestin ..fr me esp..i relly trust u guys k ..i hope u wont sae ..rmbr..BALU !lol well i noe the mindsets of guys too !not bad !haha wont sae more..

motoko ayoma totally RAWWWKSS !haha i blame kuhan fr this obsession which makes me feel like a damn lesbian with a ANIMAE CHRACTER !haha i m addicted to love hina !chey ia su huimes is haruka berna is motoko dora is naru n i m kit !!
i like being kit !y is it i always get the drink-till-u-die-dun-give-a-damn chracters??haha oh wells !hey huimes..BOOO !lol i love scarin my angel face !i smiley face u !:)))!

its rainin..i love rain..i love the smell of the wet road the sound of rumbling thunder..curling up uner blankets n reading something romantic..sigh..no chnce today thoh !gotta go do math !!sigh ..life-_-"

MESSAGES TO MY BELOVED FRENDIEES
TO;

KOMI-> u kuukoo boi !its a gd thing ur so smart !

CHEYNI-> SEEING U HAPPI MAKES ME HAPPI !

HUIMES->ANGEL FACE !smiley face !!:))

BERNA -> WERNIE WERNIE!!!

DORA-> TIKUS TIKUS ( makes rat sounds) :)

KUHAN-> MOTOKO RAWKS !(i think its shitted ..)

SAMBAAR-> chicken man !drop it like its hot !

PIRA -> i respect u too (even thoh ur obsessd with d cups ..XD

PRATAP-> WE LOVE U DEY !!!U NONSENSE PUTTU HEAD !

yay !
<3s
NEETAY !!

I LOVE MY FRENS NO WAY ILL GO TO THE DARK SIDE WITH U GUYS ARND:)

ps:the conference starts at 9.30 n ends at 12 ..
HOPEFULLY !haha:)

WHEE EDITED MY HUIMES THE ANGEL FACE. I ROCK NEETAS WORLD. WHEEEEEE. *angel faces everyone!*

2005-09-07T06:16:00.000-07:00

Iloooorvvvee cheyniiiiii !!
thank u fr the prezzie!
joelllie raaaaaaawkks!!!
this entire post is dedicated to cheyenne the cheetah hoo is the only person who calls me biatch n i enjoy it !!!haha so dun ny othr ppl try its a specially reserved honor ONLY for cheynii !
the pic is specially fr u cheys:>
enjoy !
overnout-

2005-09-06T00:24:00.000-07:00

like it ?i jus got it done on my back !haha :>
ITS MI BIRTHDAEEE !!yaya !fifteen n all...feels good:>i jus wanna thank all the sweeties hoo wished me ..letitia huimes kuhan komi pratp domi kohi yang edds dora n all too many ready la !this is frm the top of mi head !i love u guys so totally !much !u rawwk mi WORLD !okie now i sound like some demented fan bt seriously !i love u guys so much there r no words fr it..

2005-09-04T00:59:00.000-07:00

"Pain"

I don't feel the way I've ever felt.

I know.

I'm gonna smile and not get worried.

I try but it shows.

Anyone can make what I have built.

And better now

Anyone can find the same white pills.

It takes my pain away.

It's a lie.

A kiss with open eyes

And she's not breathing back.

Anything but bother me.

(It takes my pain away)

Nevermind these are hurried times

.Oh oh oh

I can't let it bother me.

I never thought I'd walk away from you.

I did.

But it's a false sense of accomplishment.

Every time I quit

Anyone can see my every flaw.

It isn't hard.

Anyone can say they're above this all.

It takes my pain away

I can't let it bother me.

[Guitar Solo]

It takes my pain away.

Takes my pain

Takes my pain away

2005-08-29T02:53:00.000-07:00

i feel ..bloated..dunt ask

so im slowly feelin slightly bttr..i still dont noe if i did the rite thing..i guess ill never noe ..i need to study ,,i got this strange urge..to study !freaky i noe..huimes influence ?maybee....haha well yea i also need ter sleep so yea im off to sudy n sleep !
byeeeeeeeeeeee
overnout-

2005-08-28T00:53:00.000-07:00

thts mi life r u..a cemetry of broken hearts..bt ur not there..cus u din break mi heart..things will work out..thy always do..some wounds may not heal over time..bt if bear the pain ..ull become numb ..n u cant feel it ny more...it works..so thts me..numb..so numb tht wen i cut miself i bleed ..but theres no pain..only blood..blood is like tears n water..u can wipe thm away n no will no thy were there in the frst plce..everyone thinks thy noe me..u dont..so dont think u do..wen ur numb u dun show the hurt cus u cant feel it bt is there.. its always there so lets not try to make it diffrent..i like it..i like being
numb.
overnout-

2005-08-24T03:48:00.000-07:00

i love mi frens.thamk yew guys fr evrything n if it wernt fr u ppl id probly commit suicide.thnks huimes fr listening to me whine n not slap me in the face fr being such a pathetic loser..i deserved to be slapped.HARD.thank yew komi fr comfortin me n takin the time to call me thoh u hve three tests tomoro..i relly appreciate it..to huimes:even if mi life doesnt gt bttr im not gonna let it gt worse ..i cnt pretend im stupid wen im not n im gonna try to do wat u said ..i hope it works n i wun eva forgt how u helped me today..i owe u one so if u need a fav ..jus sae the name:>

im gonna do it ..i cant pretend to be a paikia nymore ..i cant pretend i dun care..i have to work n i will so dun ask me to do things ..im sorri i cant ..maybe sometimes..bt not as often nymore ..ive reprioritized..im sorri fr evrything..i wasted this hole yr there still some time left ..maybe if i start now..
overnout-

2005-08-22T03:04:00.000-07:00

I PONNED SCHOOL TODAE !!
happiness eternal !!

so wat shall i sae ..did u noe tht cyclists eat pasta as staple food !wtf !!this cannot bee !!haha ooh im goin fr a seafood buffet in dec !its a special dinner! i look forward to it ..u noe how mi past entires were like all gloomy n depresed n all !well tht neeta has died n reborn again as NEETAY !shes cheerful shel make u luff till u cry n dun mess with her darr or shell pour acid on ur face !(available at all leading departmental stores batteries not included)

well now lifes gonna be full of gatherings..no time fr mi dahlin frens on weekends ..sigh ..bt i love thm all the same !its ok cheyni !i cn update i lost mi lathargic ness !

I WANT AN MP3 !!!!
sigh all depends on daddy !im gonna start saving up fr a new wardrobe ..

okie im almost done..
i jus want to sae thank yew pratap..u made it all possible
n
wen i sae u mean the world to me im lying
u r mi world :>

ciao
overnout-

2005-08-19T20:29:00.000-07:00

THIS IS HOW A HEART BREAKS-

love tht song..well i think im gonna pay someone to like blog fr mee!im soo lazy !!well fisrt things first!fr those of u waiting with baited breath fr me to tell u mi secrets he ...NOT HAPPENING !haha jus so u noe

ok so im paragraphin..today is the tamil debate finals..so exciting !!im goona be on live tv !!omgd mgd !!sigh !o00o n some one remind to keep awy like 10 buks i owe SOME LIARR POKK! hagendaz ice cream:>

exams r over !nothing more to sae there !i dun wanna think abt it ..mi birthdae is in THREE WEEKS !!6 SEPT !!(hint hint)lol!

well othr thn this mi life is good only i wish people wld let me live it the way i want to !bt nev mind..sigh no energy to type..
im goin now

overnout-

paragraphing sux -

2005-08-13T03:23:00.000-07:00

RAWKK MY WORLD BENJI MADDEN !!

2005-08-13T03:17:00.000-07:00

She's got a smile that it seems to me
Reminds me of childhood memories
Where everything
Was as fresh as the bright blue sky
Now and then when I see her face
She takes me away to that special place
And if I stared too longI'd probably break down and cry

(Woahhhh) Sweet child o' mine
(Woah oh oh oh) Sweet love of mine

She's got eyes of the bluest skies
And if they thought of rain
I hate to look into those eyes
And see an ounce of pain
Her hair reminds me of a warm safe place
Where as a child I'd hide
And pray for the thunder
And the rain
To quietly pass me by

(Woah oh oh oh) Sweet child o' mine
(Woah oh oh oh) Sweet love of mine
(Woah oh oh oh) Sweet child o' mine
(Woah oh oh oh) Sweet love of mine

Where do we go
Where do we go now
Where do we go
(Confusing parts with Duff and Axl singing)
Sweet child o' mine

2005-08-12T06:54:00.000-07:00

O MY GODDESS !!!!!!HE IS SO HOT . !!I LOVE HIM !

2005-08-09T20:24:00.000-07:00

maybe its the way im meant to be
alone-

yesh i noe its been EONS since i blogged..been extremely busy..well lets see ..ill start frm ajc mayors debates!eds me n shu took a cab down cus we had march in rehearsals n we almost got in an accident !!it was soo freaky the car in front of us jammed braked n oir taxi driver had been looking at the meter at tht exeact sec so he braked a bit to late .i almost flew thro the goddamn windscreen n banged both nees.shu hurt her teeth eds was un harmed..we were all shaken thoh..thn we rushd to ajc made in time fr reply speeches..the refreshements were exellent met rishik bryan de wei loe n jas..st pats lost both debates thy put a gd fight thoh n the ppl thy were up against were major assholes..stc did BRILLIANTLY !!we lost to cat high bt hoo cares i think all the stc speaker were whooo yhooooooooo! after tht dora n the st pats ppl had ter rush ofta the pesa thing..heard thy had a gd time..ate dinner at pizza hut with parents frens !!cooolness..n watch cahrlie n choc factory !!I LOVE JHONNY DEPP!!!!!!!!!loveness!!he is sooo totally hot !!hahaha..okie abt flag dae..we sold flags.yew.o0oo0o we met tushar thoh !!was soo excited!n i brot like 12 ppl up to the hotel room to look at the fantastic view!!later i went shoppin with nikks n yang,,had funfun..headed back ter swiiotel ..the room was exellent !!ate dinner at the stamford cafe fish n chips ..saw come ppl hoo looked soo cutee!!n thn niks n huimes n cheyni came over to watch fire works !!!!it was amazin n it went on foreva!!!so beautiful..thn we went down to subway fr dinner fr huimes n chey hoo were super hungry..had a interestin time..was relly fun at first..bt i got relly sad later..i love mi frens..went to the balcony n tokkd fr the longest time..sang gc songs...i hoped it would work out..it didnt...some ppl..like communicatin with a wall..sigh..well no use cryin fr somethin u neva had......i shall update u on huimeses hse n national day celerbrations wen mi fingers stop hurtin ..ciao-overnout-

2005-07-28T03:40:00.000-07:00

hie..i noe i haven bloggie fr ages yea im havin blogger lathagy..mi fingers r lazy..i m lazy..i dun wanna be lazy..i just am
fuck this...........OH YEA HAPPI B DAE SHUWIE!!oo0o0o n mi name frm now on is jaeda so call me tht k ! itrs soo damn styleeeeeee!!n cheyni is domi yang is emma shu is sam kyle is zania bernie is loren edlyn is peri n huimes is erin !!!wat is dora..i cant rmbr..jess i think..hmm yea so these r our new names!!gotta math test toms..haii n i left my RTB book n my ddddamn style file i the audi !!!must gettit back oh n im onna two meal diet as of now..i need to lose 7 kg so i become like 41 !!whhooooooooooooo!!I CAN DO IT !haha thn well see jus hoo is a gotta go study kinematis now whoo hoo ..haii..ooo0o0o n poopanathan get bttr soon ok i miss the confies!!oo n komi im sorri i din msg u back!!i fel asleep cus i thot tht there would be no confies without poopanathan im sorry i shall confy today !!weeeeeeeeeee!!bieeeeeee!!xoxox-drink beer fuck fear..yea bring it on overnout-

2005-07-25T05:07:00.000-07:00

i only feel pity
what u need is rite before u
yet u refuse to see it
u refuse to belive it
fr ur life to cheange
u nust change
not all change is bad
accept it
tresure the past
the r part of u
u the present to mould a bttr future
its ur choice-

2005-07-23T05:26:00.000-07:00

hella! jus came back frm debate course at ajc !!was ok i guess..i dun relly enjoy debatin..fear i guess..jas n rishek n de wei n all were there !jas is soo funni..n wah lao thy r soo mean k !purposly send us to present !!thn impromyu debate with thm..we won !!lololol i was soo happi !.. rishek is a gd debator though..best speaker n all!!i shall continue later-

2005-07-18T03:30:00.000-07:00

hela hela!welltodae was ..pretty ok la got through all lessons without dyin na ll bt got loads of hommie..saii,,lets see lit ss tamil amth emath n some othr shite..by tommoro !!kill me..ok im gonna sae somethin now..if u like someone pls jus sae it cus it makes things alot easier...maybe tht person likes u back or if she doesnt maybe u can work on how to win hr !!by not tellin her ur torturin urself n her!!there!!tht is a good piece of general advice tht everyone cn take!!well i gtg eat dinners now..ciaoz
-ALLAHU AKBAR-
overnout-

2005-07-17T00:34:00.000-07:00

hella !!well many things hve happnd ovr the past few daes bt i hve no time now so i shall address pressing issues 1.HAPPI BIRTHDAE SRIRAM/SAMBAR/SATHAM im soo sorry i cldnt make it..2.if u havent read hp 6 ur a looser of the heighest order im my opinion ..even higher thn pratap !!hahaa !u have to readit !!its soooo gooooood i read it in a record time of 6 hours.lalalala!!!im sooo saaaaddd bt its suuuch a great bk .we shall now hve a period of blank spaces as a nark of respect to albus dumbledore
(_________________________________)may his ink n paper soul rest in piece ,he was a great character..n now tht he his gone all i have to sae to harry is....good luck dude..u gonna nnedd it
amen
overmout-

2005-07-12T06:07:00.000-07:00

congrats deabaters!!whoo hoo my class got past the prelimis!!roarin with happiness !!i chaired the 3c debate !!go berna go dora!!thy totally rawk!!n go huime go huimes!!she was best speaker too !!i have talented frens !!whoo hoo!!(i think it covers mi own lack)!!!lol well ny way thn berna huimes n me wen ter grillers fr dinner !!yea!!ate the chicken culet !!so delish ..n thn FAMOUS AMOS cookieees!!whoooo!!!and two top it all of two drop dead gorgeous blonde hair blue eyed twins kissed me !!......OK im lyin abt the last part!!..haii if only !..well thy asked fr directions to the nite safari ..i shld hve given thm directions to my bedroom or something..haii y din i think abt it earlier !!..lolol!!bt my dae ha d to be ruined by the fact tht ..th gc concrt is goin on at this veri moment !!fuckfuckfuckfuck!!!!haii..mi wonderful joel is perfoming..*weeps*ah well ..hve like tons of homewrk..ss hist,math,tamil,eng,araghhh!!n like mi entire thighs n mi butt is like aching !!the dancin is way diff!!my its fantastic..i live to dance..i love to dance..esp wen u can express urself thru ur dance..its such a refined art n u need practice training..n perserverence..n learn to respect ur body..yea well !!haha i gtg do work n practice ..oooo n u noe the hole passerby thing !!is soo scandalous!!lolol..damn hiklarious la!!i feel like singing the barney song!i love u !u love me !lets all go n kill barney!!with a great big bang n barneys on the floor no more purple dinosour !!whoo hoo !!ok i haven felt this..happi in a long time..i shall go now!!overnout-

2005-07-10T06:11:00.000-07:00

she chokes on tears
she cant cry
no
she wont

too many times
too much hurt
it hurts more
evrydae

she walks
evry step
drains her
she wants to
fall
onto her knees
into a million pieces

bt she cant
she wont
she can take it
jus like all the other times
she wont cry
not one tear

she cant
she wont-

2005-07-10T05:47:00.000-07:00

well..sundays over..i love the weekend n all bt i wanna go ter sch..sch makes u forgt..im feeling much bttr now..thanks fr the love dora,sharm..i relly love u guys..maybe im not a relationship type of person ..cus mi relationships neva work out..i dunno.watva...i jus downloaded imesh..lime is too slow ! lolol..wotched one tree hill jus now..i like it..chad michell is soo totally hot!!!faintes*postponed tuition to tuesdae..jus cant study..i wanna beat somebody up..its jus a feelin..i dunno la..i jus..m..lost. i cant find mi self..i want..to go to scool ..to lose mi scool..in school i can put on my mask..im not me im a joker..i hve no problems happy go lucky dun give a fuck thts me neeta nelson..i dunt givve a shite..
yea rite.
overnout-

2005-07-09T21:33:00.000-07:00

"Supreme"
Oh it seemed forever stopped today
All the lonely hearts in London
Caught a plane and flew away
And all the best women are married
All the handsome men are gay
You feel deprived

Yeah are you questioning your size?
Is there a tumour in your humour,
Are there bags under your eyes?
Do you leave dents where you sit,
Are you getting on a bit?
Will you survive
You must survive

When there's no love in town
This new century keeps bringing you down
All the places you have been
Trying to find a love supreme
A love supreme

Oh what are you really looking for?
Another partner in your life toabuse and to adore?
Is it lovey dovey stuff,
Do you need a bit of rough?
Get on your knees

Yeah turn down the love songs that you hear'
Cause you can't avoid the sentiment
That echoes in your ear
Saying love will stop the pain
Saying love will kill the fear
Do you believe
You must believe
When there's no love in town
This new century keeps bringing you down
All the places you have been
Trying to find a love supreme
A love supreme
I spy with my little eye
Something beginning with (ah)
Got my back up
And now she's screaming
So I've got to turn the track up
Sit back and watch the royalties stack up
I know this girl she likes to switch teams
And I'm a fiend but I'm living for a love supreme

When there's no love in town
This new century keeps bringing you down
All the places you have been
Trying to find a love supreme
A love supreme

Come and live a love supreme
Don't let it get you down
Everybody lives for love

2005-07-09T21:21:00.000-07:00

i hate miself.
u noe...im soo full of bull shite.i tell miself ok neeta the past is gone n u shld be like happi abt it !bt thn i see him online..n i feel terrible..cus he thinks im goin out with someone..bt im not ..i dint deny it..n he acts like its all cool..he dun need me nymore thn i need him bt thn he cuts the conva bt hes still online..n im cryin...its soo fucked up..i shld be happi tht the bastard is outta mi life...bt hes ntta bastard..i dunno wat he is..i jus want..to forget it all..its soo hard to hve feelings fr nyone..n even if i did..its always gone before it even arrived....haii..im jus tired of it..i want someone hoo cn make me forgt..make me happi..make me luf...love me fr hoo i m ...n doesnt give a shite wat the rest of this fucked up world thinks..is even such a person...im beginning..to doubt it..overnout-

2005-07-07T05:59:00.000-07:00

well..today was ..funfun !lol!sch was as usual..bt after sch me dora chey ed yang shu n all went fr the pesa finals!it was soo goood!! the speakers were fantastic..go hannah !!oh n doras fren rishik was there so we met him !he was the guy hoo came to our sch fr council invest !no wonder he n his fren lookd soo familiar !n yea me n cheyni made new frens..nadia,michelle,de wei,rishek,kyle,jasvir,ying,ryan,marc,yea!thy r super damn funni ppl !our dinner conversation was veri "interestin"lol!n i made jas thoroughly confused with our names !he ended up thinkin my name was pratp n cheyni was neeta d/o kuhan n dora was cheyenne or somthin like tht!n there were lots of cow jokes n ying likes to clear trays ..!oh!!n jas is the head of eldds in his sch n im the head in mine so that was like damn style !yea..so i hope i see those ppl again itll b damn fun!well thts all !overnout-

2005-07-06T04:49:00.000-07:00

Do You RememberWhen We Fell In Love
We Were YoungAnd Innocent
ThenDo You Remember
How It All Began
It Just Seemed Like Heaven
So Why Did It End
?Do You RememberBack In The FallWe'd Be Together
All Day Long
Do You RememberUs Holding Hands
In Each Other's Eyes
We'd Stare(Tell Me)
Do You Remember The TimeWhen We Fell In Love
Do You Remember The TimeWhen We First Met
Do You Remember The TimeWhen We Fell In Love
Do You Remember The Time
Do You RememberHow We Used To Talk
We'd Stay On The PhoneAt Night Till Dawn
Do You RememberAll The Things We Said Like
I Love You
SoI'll Never Let You Go
Do You RememberBack
In The SpringEvery Morning Birds Would
Sing
Do You RememberThose Special Times
They'll Just Go On And OnIn The Back Of My Mind
Do You Remember The TimeWhen We Fell In Love
Do You Remember The TimeWhen We First Met
GirlDo You Remember The TimeWhen We Fell In Love
Do You Remember The TimeThose Sweet Memories
Will Always Be Dear To MeAnd Girl No Matter What Was Said
I Will Never Forget What We Had
Now Baby
Do You Remember The TimeWhen We Fell In Love
Do You Remember The TimeWhen We First Met
Do You Remember The TimeWhen We Fell In Love
Do You Remember The Time
Do You Remember The TimeWhen We Fell In Love
Do You Remember The TimeWhen We First Met
Do You Remember The TimeWhen We Fell In Love
Do You Remember
The Time

2005-07-06T04:35:00.000-07:00

HELLA!well i din go to sch terdae..i woke up at five n i was like i cannot go to sch todae..i dunno i think its the effect of all the phlem..so i woke mi mom n told her im not goin n she was like..ok go get some sleep
so i slep..woke up..did some work..read..watched tv..n slpt frm 2.30 to 6 !!like mondo wastage of time bt hoo CARES!i feel soo much bttr !
i told pratap i may not conference today bt i jus may..ive had excess sleep..u noe life is soo borin without mi frens ..i missd thm soo much !i was like man i wanna be in sch with edds n nik n dora n berna n huimes n chey n shu n letitia n all !i was soo mondo depressd i actually missd math class !i jus realised i actually hve FUN at math class!!dora n leanne r like the best !!araghhh!I LOVE MI FENS N I CANT WAIT FR SCH TOMMOROW !RAWWRRR!well im watchin IOC ..i think london or paris will gettit,..good .oh yea tommorow is the pesae thingo..lookin forward to it actually..dora saes there may be cute guys there..i REALLY hope so..i wouldnt mind meetin a cute guy who actually will fall in love with me ..well i can always hope eh !n if i do..well u can sae mi blog will be finally AGLOW with happiness..something tht has not happnd in a long time !...well im gonna study cya tommorw!

2005-07-04T00:40:00.000-07:00

hey...
i dun feel like bloggin..
so wat m i doin here?
i dunno
i jus ate pizza..yummy gonna watch war of the worlds later..i cant think..nothin stays in my head i cant feel nything nymore..i feel drained..i jus wanna...cry ..i understand ur point of view..im sorry ..it was stoopid fr me to even start it ..im glad we can move on..im happi tht its finally..to all e ppl hoo read mi blog..i think mi inputs will finally get bttr..cus the worst is over..n wen life cant get ny worst it can only get bttr rite ? i hope so...well nyway u noe i heard abt this bitch hoo is blackmailin one of mi frens..stoopid fuckin bitch..i think i may stand outside her sch n wait fr her thn fuckin whack her up n throw her lifeless intp the contaminated longkang also known as the singapore river..n mayshe rot in hell for e rest of eternity...n satan can shove knives up her ass n me n my fren shall luff at frm heaven ..muhahaha ...i feel good now.. ;LEAVE MY FREN ALONE SHE IS 1 MILLION TIMES CHIOER N BTRR THN U , U FUCKING SOGGY COW BREAST WOMEN WITH NO TITS GO N DIEEEEE..!!well nyway i shall update u all on the movie latr..ciao..overnout-

2005-07-02T05:47:00.000-07:00

i soo totally missd bloggin !bt now im BAAAACKKK !!!(rawwrrs with happiness) well life is preetyy much e same..i m tryin to lose like 8 kg..fr fun..went to eat dinner with chey n pratap n komi yezzi..we met at coffee bean n stoned fr a while ..help chey to clean her wound..its relly nasty..hope it heals soon !n thn went to cine n to pastamania bt din eat nythin cus the menu there SUCKD !!so thn we went to cafe cartel..which was SOOO expensive n i was tokin abt random bio stuff with komi (i like tokin to him ) i even told him abt mi opps n i din feel weird !lol..n thn we sat there n tokkd fr some time n th pratap n komi wanted to watch a movie bt the ticks were sold out so they all accompanied me back home ..no one was in so they came in fr a while..mi dog LOVES komi !! n chey likes peppr! haha n thn sent chy n komi back to the bus stop..n walked back home with pratap in MY estate !!lol..n no pratap i wasnt lookin at ur butt!!mine is nicer !lol!!!the paerformance in sch was GREAT !!!we were the best !!dora was luffin her ass off !!everyone lovd it !!even mr sng !!mrs chan came back !!!I LOVE HER !!I LOVE ELDDS !n i got mi fone back so I LOVE MI LIFE !!evept fr the grounded part ..bt life cant all be roses..ooo n mom bot me this plant which has bright pink flowers which r sooo PRETTY !! haii i love thm ..n i love this guy too..bt he dun like me ..he loves someone else..i dun wanna think abt it..itll jus make me d pressd..haiz..well i gtg go..call him maybe..maybe not..overnout-

2005-06-23T19:18:00.000-07:00

u noe tht feelin..u hve tht secret deep inside ..lockd up lost the key so no onell noe u cant tell..it jus grows bigger ..like cancer...killing u slowly ..u want to hint bt u dare not ..u cant..its already too obvious ..u cant breathe u cant think cant feel cant move cant ..be..ur throat consricts..ur stomach cramps n tears always want to spill..n old hurts of the past come back so clearly to haunt you...u cn feel the sting of his hand..the grip of his vicelike claws ..it hurts..u cant escape..n thn a new light comes into ur life..only to be dimm so small not even u can see it ..becos tht light was not meant to exist..u think abt it constanly..awake,alseep,happi,sad,laughing,crying...n u cant take it nymore ..its killing u..no..ur killing urself..so tht othrs wont die..ur so scared tht the past will repeat if u take this chance..u cant do it..its a trap..when n animal is trapped its killed.it goes thru a time of panic tht builds up as time goes on till it becomes blid with panic..it goes mad n thn it dies..humans r animals too..i m an animal too..n im trappd..n im panicking..-

2005-06-23T02:11:00.000-07:00

I was your girl
Gave you my world
My everything
But you wouldn´t see

I had your back
I backed you up
Whatever I did
Was never enough

Just you
You
That's all you ever thought about
You
You
No one matters like you do
What goes around comes around
You should know by now

Bet you never thought that I could break you
Did you think that I would look the other way
Yeah you had it all figured out
But tell me who's the one who's crying now

The palm of your hand
That was your plan
Gave me no time
But now you want mine

It's all about take
You took too much
Nothing inside
I'm all used up

Come on
You
You
Nothing else matters like you do
You know what I'm talkin' ‘bout don't you
What goes around comes around
You should know by now

Bet you never thought that I could break you
Did you think that I would look the other way
Yeah you had it all figured out
But tell me who's the one who's crying now

On your one night stands
(should've thought about that)
Says she's just a friend
(should've thought about that)
Are you satisfied now?
(should've thought about that)
Cause you can't hold me down
Not now
I wanna thank you ‘cause now I'm free
I can breathe again and I'm never going back to you

Bet you never thought that I could break you
Did you think that I would look the other way?
Yeah you had it all figured out
But tell me who's the one who's crying now
Yeah yeah

Bet you never thought that I could break you
Did you think that I would look the other way
Yeah you had it all figured out
But tell me who's the one who's crying now

2005-06-23T01:36:00.000-07:00

woo hoo !!im like feelin more alive thn i have in the past few weeks !!last nights sleep was excellent !!thanks u SOO much for makin us sleep pratap !!the brotherhood is in ur dept!!haha lol:>well i had tution in the morn like i probly hve the most funni tuition teacher in the world !he rawkks la !!n thn i went ter pizza hut fr lunchwich totally rawkkd also bt i feel extremely FAT !!ARAGHHH !must lose weight!!oh n there were this grp of minors sittin behind us n this weird guy whoo stoodoutside wen i left he waved at me !!i was so shocked i almost fainted bt thn i realised hes mi pri sch mate !!wa lao so damn weird la !!haha !oh n i think i said shockin things on yessies conf??im not exactly sure wat was shockin ..hmm oh well im a shockin person ,..
wat u see is not wat u get..take me before im gone cus i wont come back ..u noe its u i want babe take the risk..wat do u hve to lose ..only ur lonliness..only ur lonliness..

ive been in a weird mood these past few daes..wel i apologize to all the ppl readin the blog..i jus need to d stress bt some things r btr left unsaid cus the truth hurts..lol wat crap m i tokin !i sound like confucius or some bullshite !haha ny way ive got this family dinner thing on sat n im lookin forward to it cus i can catch up with sherm..well aftr tht life remains stagnent n dull cus the person who has the power to change it hasnt figured out tht he can..sad..well thts it..overnout-

2005-06-22T19:57:00.000-07:00

fuck wat i said
was ur fault somehow
fuck all the presents
i threw them out
fuck all the kisses u gave to me jack
well guess wat yo
fuck u right back

fuck all those nites i moand real loud
fuck it i faked it
i wreckd u out
fuck all those nites u thot u broke my back
well guess wat yo
ur sex was wacked
............................................

i love someone else so fuck off mi life u fuckin skinny fat fuck-

2005-06-22T01:55:00.001-07:00

wasssuuuuuupppppp !!!!sorri din blog yezzie..wel yesterdae RAWKKD !! i was like an hour late fr oral !!bt mr seow luffd it off so tht was cool..thn met shu,dora,nik,cheyni,huimes n berna ..n we went to tiong..waited fr like half n hour to eat griller n tht was jus reytarded la !we put all the drink bttles in like diff arrangements n took pics n thn did the same with e coke cups !lol n thn chey n i exchanged fone covers so our fones r like blackn white !!its soo totally damn style !!n thn i took the trian to novena with chey n berna n chey bought stuff frm watsons n berna cldnt find the book she was lookin fr..n thn we wen to the food cort so i cld buy linch fr mi mom n bro..n chey found out wat gado gado is !!n we went to hans n stood there figuring out wat moms like fr tea ..i ended up buying peach tarts!!yummyz
thn hung at lon jons fr a while where i was moanin away to chey (i m soo sorri chey !)n thn i went home lookin like some grandmother or aunty or somethin with two humungus bags of food!!!!n thn had the usual conf with chey poop n kuhan wen all of a sudden dora n huimes call n they r like high !!..i fell asleep n thn woke up n made evyone luff >>lol damn weird sia with e DHFM !!i was entertainin the jocks n the weather man aka poop was deadly silent la maybe a storm was comin
hahahaha n thn we wneta sleep n todae im sick so there its tru tht if u luff to much on one dae the next dae will be bad ..well thts it fr now..ciao..overn out -

do u noe how much it hurts wen u find tht ur hope is a false hope n its crushed like a dead leaf ?..well it hurts..bt ur still in mi heart..

2005-06-20T04:32:00.000-07:00

SAWASDEE KHA !!

im backk !!rawr !!bangok rawkss !!i loove the ppl thy r like totally frenly n the place is SWARMIN with hot anh mos !!hehe !the shoppin rawk !i bought so much stuff i had to buy a gym bag to put all the stuff in !!!all mi girl homies hve these totally cute coin purse thingos !! i totally wanted to go out with some of uall terdae bt no one was free except mi faithful darr sharm :> u noe thailand is FULL of gays !!oh n i made frens with 4 tuktoot drivers !!rawks !!oh n the continental buffets were e best !!supposedly e best in thailand actually !!i lke put on weight la !!hehe n=must burn off !!altough i loved bangok ..i RELLY missd spore ..i missd ALL mi frens ...i was suuper ooober happi to be back i actually msgd poop n sharm n nik n all at like 12 !!retarded i noe ..im listen to some weird american megarock thingo..weeeirrd..now im listenin to sme sell out biohazard thingo ..y r they even playin this ?? well its not tht bad actually..hmm wateva ..well im gonna go listen to more music n all frigg us later overnout-

ps:this drangon skull song is actually ..nice !!omgd wat is happenin to me !

2005-06-16T07:24:00.000-07:00

when i saw u i was afraid to talk to u
when i taked to u i was afraid to hold u
when i held u now im afraid to love u
cus if i love u im afraid ill lose u .

2005-06-16T00:17:00.000-07:00

ok so im super bored out off my butt n there is nthin i can do cus i cant go out cus i jus came back n its fuckingly hot outside!!!mi eyes r burnin !!!i hate this bloody weather !!..u noe i wanna take an ice bath but there is NEVER any ice in the hse (as huimes n yang shld noe !)so i jus wasted four bttles of ice water n now theres no ice water to drink n im THIRSTY !!RAWWWRRR !!n there isnt ny FOOD in the hse so i have to go out n buy myself lunch !!in this fuckin weather !!honestly wat is the use of a hse wen theres NEVER ANYTHIN INIT !!!(RAVES N RANTS !!!)

(pant pant)...ok im feelin bttr now..at least i have the com rite !!(my heart goes out to u chey !!)^_^well im eatin this delicious penut bttr n jelly sandwich yummy n drinkin orange juice yummy yummy !!..im goin to thailand tommorow..i noe i hv been waitin fr this three day shoppin trip fr AGES but suddenly i feel like ..i dunno a sense of forboding ?i dunno maybe im jus mad ..i haven started packin yet.. im supposed to be doin it now ...u noe i think my body has adjusted itself to workin without sleep or veri little sleep !!all thanks too poop n crew !!oh n dora totaly threw my hard work down the drain !!!not tht im like angry or nythin..no its jus y e fuck do hve to go thru all the trouble n drama dor..if u dun want nythin to happen !!..i quote"im confused "(hehe in side joke !!)haiz ..well dorr,its ultimately ur choice i guess..well i may not blogg again b4 mi trip so ill jus sae i love u guys always !!gonna missyer i dun i noe tht u r gonna be so TOTALLY jealous wen i come back with a new wardobe !!hehe so im off to siam thn !!for now the sexy goddess flips her hair shakes her butt n saes ill hold on to u foreva ..u dunno i love u ..no one does ..i dun expect u to love me..u belong to someone else..n thts ok as long as i can go on lovin u ..see u in three daes ..see all of u in three daes !!!RAWWWWWWWWKKKKKKKK!!overnout-

ps:pls dun ask me abt those last few lines ..i can sae..

BOOYA !:>PEACE-

2005-06-15T06:06:00.000-07:00

MR N MRS SMITH RAWKKKKK !!!

HAPPI BDAE DORA !!

TWO DAES TO BANGKOK !!!

ok so mr n mrs smith like totallly rawk !!thy r the like the hottest couple in the world !!haha went to watch it today with shu edds yang del zh nikko yea !!n thn walked arnd ate yoshinoya went to arcade n took neo prints !!so eventful !!oh n pratap lost his ez link card n calld me to ask me where it was!!-_-'haha losers of the highest order !!nah la jking !n th tuition n dinners so today is ok ..oh n dora finally returnd to civillisation !!whoooo hoooooooo !!well thts all gtg do stuff !overnout -

2005-06-13T18:54:00.000-07:00

wassup !!!omgd the past few days have beeenn ...HECTIC !!i jus had a good nites sleep after like 4 days of sleep deprivation...ok i think no ones gonna understand wat e hell im saein so lets start frm fri....(flashback)o-0

i met dora n huimes n yang n donna n edds at the mrt station n we bought sme groceries edds got lost *snickers* n we went over to my plce ..dora wantd to go over to prataps hse so i said id walk up the road with her..i was staning at the turnin n waitin fr her to finish her visit wen she rushes out n is lyke 'hes comin up e road hes gonna think ure n idiot if u jus stand outside his hse u noe !!' n she drags me in !n pratap comes in n hes like 'wat are these two clowns doin here !!dora GET OFF MY BEDD!!!'(his bed is soo comfy !)n thn he walks us to the 7/11 n we buy ice n go back..n somehow..he ends up in ny hse till abt 2 plus !!n thn the next nite im on conf with him n chey n sri n kuhan (i jus met th 2 of thm )..n thn e next day im on the fone with poop n chey till 4.30 am n thn with poop till 6.15 !!like wat e hell is there to tok abt rite !!i aso dunno bt its damn fun to tok ter thm ..u noe tht kuhan dude can sing like sooo well la !i was totally MESMERIZD !hehe n yezzie i was at prataps hse all afternoon..kuhan n sei were also there..thy r exremly funni ppl la ! thy were playin haif life n tryin to scare me la bt it was quite amuzin actually ! n thn we watchd somr weird porn thing *rolls eyes*n thy listend to their 'wonderful' music
so all in all i have totally changd my life within like 5 days n u noe wat...it rawksssss!!!!hehe overn out-

2005-06-06T21:24:00.000-07:00

i m soo in panickin mode..the party is on fri n NTHIN HAS BEEN DONE YET !!DORRRAAAA IF U READ THIS U BTTR CALL ME !!to a.ll my peeps readin this ..im ..sorry bt if dors dun call me by tomz..the partys cancelld..n edss i must call call u so if i dun please call me k !i have nev been soo panicky b4 k !!haiz soo many ppl canna come la "cries"i wan this party dorrraaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!

2005-06-04T00:16:00.000-07:00

i have one thing to sae ..im too tired to sae the whole stoery now....I M PRESIDENT OF ELDDS !!
omgd im dreamin...zzz
overnout-

2005-05-29T00:49:00.000-07:00

SHOPPIN QUEEN !!!
i have spent approx 150 bucks in two days jus fr fun !!haha no im not rich ..my parents jus let me sia !! amazin i noe !!i trimmed my hair,got new earrins, new top,new makeup and re periced my second hole !!!whoo hoooooooo !!im like soo humungously happi !!i guess i m distractin myself frm reality n all which by the way TOTALLY SUX bt hoo cares rite as long as ur havin fun !!life style of the pretentious n semi famous !!i jus realise i have classes tommz..i dun even noe wat lessons im havin ..DUN CARE !!well i gtg go churchn all so ill smell yall later !!overnout-

2005-05-24T04:41:00.000-07:00

GOOD NEWS !!
DORAS BAAAAACKKKK !!hehelife hs been soo borin !n the party is cumin gal !!rawrrr rawrr wat we gonna doo GUEST LIST PLEASE !!
BAD NEWS
i have two camps n a party to organize !!eldds camp
tamil camp n mi party n im not even dancin !rawrr!!!

over n out
too stress too tok

2005-05-20T06:49:00.000-07:00

1.THANK YOU MISS MARTENS !!U TOTALLY RAWK!!
2.THANK YOU MISS PUSHPAM N MISS LEE N MRS SHANKAR N MISS KOH !WE LOVE U WE LOVE U !
3.THANK YOU ALL THE TEACHERS FR BEING SOO KIND N THANK YOU STC !
4.THANK YOU GOD FOR STAR WARS !!!
5.THANKYOUTHANKYOUTHANKYOUTHANKYOUTHANYOUTHANYOUTHANKYOUTHANKYOU!!!!!

...................................................................

OKAY !!today was the most awsome day ever !!miss martens was cool with us goin n suddenly all our problems were solvd !!all the teachers were rushing to gt us our papers n they werent upset abt it !!they were cheerful !!amazing !!n berna,edyn,chey,hui min,shu wen,delisa,yang wein i are known school legends !!EVERYONE knows us as the star wars crew !!we r totally famous haha !!u noe teachers arent tht bad after all..n im glad to be in stc..i take back wat i said in my previous entry ..STC RAWKS!!!

the movie was the first movie tht made me cry !!i cried fr like half the movie n i wasnt soft either !!it was soo tormenting to see anakin kill little children ..tht boi must hve been six !!n the other one hoo fought so wel..they all died..they wre massecered n he didnt care !!n thn the fight btw obi wan n him was soo traumetizing !!hes leegs n arms were slicd off n he sliding into the lava n hes screaming n crying n hes eyes r red n obi wan jus stands there n thn walks away,..at this pt in time i was crying soo badly i was rockin back n forth..n he screams 'I HATE YOU 'at obi wan n obi wan jus goes ' i loved you'n turns n walks away n anakin starts to burn in the lava n hes whloe body is engulfd in flames n he screamin n screamin..it was soo horrible !!n like they hve to operate on him to make him darth vader..n hes jus this raw piece off flesh,spurting blood..grotesquely twisted n hes screamin n agony as they operate..n at the same time padmae is dyin durin childbirth.. the clone army turn against th jedi n its a mutiny..so may jedi jus die like tht..small children r dead eveywhere..n anakin was the one hoo killd thm !i jus coulden take it..

all of us cried..i was the worst..i hate seeing dead kids..i think it was soo horrible cus u think back of the little boy on tatooine..n u just cant belive it..how could tht handsome 19 yr old who swore to kill the sith become soo evil..n thn u realise tht hes not the one to blame..he lost the one thing he loved ;his mother..so when he loves someone else its only natruall tht he overprotects tht person because hes soo afraid..all he wanted was help bt it wasnt given to him..he cld turn to no one not even kenobi so it was soo easy for sidious to tempt him..lure him ..trick him..they sae tht love is blind ..actually..love blinds..think abt it..-

ps ;the star wars crew rawks !!may the force be with us

'so this is how democracy dies..to thundrous appluase.'-padmae amidala

so if u havent see the movie go see it !!may the force be with you !!over n out-

2005-05-18T21:42:00.000-07:00

FUCK IT FUCKING SHIT !you will nva guess wat happnd ..u all noe how ive been waitin fr ages to watch star wars rite !so u noe wat the stupid fuckd up scl i go to did .THEY TOLD EVRY ONE NOT MAKE PLANS N STAY BACK TOMZ TER CHECK PAPERS!!!!!WAT E FUCKIN HELL MAN WE BOOKED THE DMN TICKS ALREADY $64 fuckin dollars !!..well my mom said go so im goin !i dun care wat they thin ..so ha !ill saty till 12 thn adioes amgos !huh well cya over n out-

2005-05-18T00:29:00.000-07:00

THANK U NIKKI I LOVE U FOREVER N EVER N EVER AMEN :> okay hold on a sec this font sux !abcd yea this is mucho bttr !!okay before we cntinue..ANNOUNCEMENT!!:i m in a bloggin contest fr stc !so u bttr come n support us or ill slice off ur head with tht lightsaber i was talkin abt a few entries ago!!:
okay soo thts done ..i love ny new layout..mi old one was fun bt it wasnt me..it was too...i dunno...happy ?..not tht im sad..bt im not exactly exstatic either..this one hs more..edge..hehe okay ill stop bein borin now !well history paper rawkd terdae !!only one more n thn star wars !!god i cant wait !!june is gonna be soo cool..jus seems so far away..u noe time can be a goddam fuckin bitch sometimes..cus wen ur in love time flies wen ur not time slows down n wen u fall out of love..time stops..which is horrible n im soo not usd too it n i NOE this may sound totally ego bt its not meant to be..bt ive neva been the dumped person..im always the dumper..nt tht ive been dumod im i mite as well hve been cus tht stoopid fuckin goddamm sonofabitch dun even noe i exist n here i m practicall jumpin in front of him !!! i jus dun gettit !!haiz..well neva mind..im ovr him..i jus wanna find love,,or i want it to find me ..soon...u noe thy sae its bttr to have loved and lost and bla bla well...THAT PERSON ALSO NEEDS TO WAKE UP N SMELL THE COWDUNG ! cus if ur gonna love n thn lose thn honey dun love in the first place !!go kill urself !!ha u noe i give great advice..jus call me hitch..solve evry fuckin tom dick n harrys life bt i cant solve mine..speakin of tom dick n harry do u noe u can make a sentence with those words ..hehe jus chnge harry to hairy n add in a ' has a ' btween 'tom' and 'hairy'dick' haha try it urself !!..well im sick of typin now so im going to go do smthin othr thn study fr my math exam on fri cus im gonna fail nyway!! time is of essance y waste it like nike saes :jus do it !
OMGD !!!!!!OH MY FUCK !!FUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCK !!FUCKIN SHIT !!i jus lookd outta the window n i saw HIM !!ARAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
THIS CANNOT BE HAPPENIN M I RELLY UNDER AN INVISIBILITY LIKE SOME PPL SAE OR IS HE JUS BLIND !!SOB SOB SO- OVER N OUT-

2005-05-15T22:20:00.000-07:00

this shit is bananas B.A.N.A.N.A.S !!! haha lov tht sng !!oh yea n i guess this is lyke a major surprise to ppl hoo visit my usually deserted blog ..TWO DAYS IN A ROW !!hoohoo world record man !!lame i noe bt i happen to be in a weird mood cus life is divided in 2 parts..the party is in hse so thts fantastic n i totally cant wait..bt exams r goin most horribly..bio is tommozo so i dunno y im wastin my time bloggin !bt star wars is next week so tht totally rocks bt i dun hve a guy so tht sucks.. interestin rite !!phew !i jus typd all tht in one breath !!i guess its like ying n yang huh..well if things cant get worse they can only get bttr !BULLSHIT !!WHOEVER WROTE THIS BTTR WAKE UP N SMELL THE COWDUNG !!!!if life cant get any worse thn its no use to continue living so COMMIT SUICIDE!!theres gd advice for you !ha! (told u i was in a weird mood)bein single does tht to me ....well to the ppl hoo noe abt my life heres a message:dunt ever ask abt the thing thts five steps frm mi hse cus ill go into a sreamin fit n kill u in cold blood and yes its tht bad !) ok so nyway i hve to return to my non -existant life now so adios amigoes !!n rmbr im padmae amidala so anakin skywalker is mine n if u touch him ill slice off ur head with my black lightsaber !heee !over n out -

2005-05-14T22:28:00.000-07:00

heyhey evryone hahaha i jus feel lyke lufin cus evryone was lyke soo mad cus of mi consistant blog lathargigness hee.well be4 i proceed i hve n announcement..im in a blog ritting contest !hahahahaha !isin it hilarious ..gawd gd luck to the judes hoo hv to judge my uniqe style of ritin..tht is to not rite at all !!in fact the only reason im ritin is cus mi tag board is bein usd to scld me !..i hve a qustion ..if i neva visit mi blog how will i noe u guys r sclodin me !!hehe..oh n i noe my past entirs r too BIG so i decided to cange this time k !wee now on to the main dish..MY LIFE (drumroll pls).......SUX ! wats new ?..hehe" i hv no love n no one to love ..oh woe is me how cld i be so lonly ..where hv u gone my babae !babae babae please!without u there is ...no....MEEEEEEEEE !!!...yea..."(APPLAUSE APPLUSE !!ENCORE WHOO HOOO )lyke mi lousy love song :) hey it beats britney spears ! okay bt seriously the only thimg i hve to look forward to is te party which may (dora if ur readin this i said may!) be in my hse !!hehen ! hehe well i gtg so ill see u in a few mths !jus kiddinn !dunn flood mi tag board over n out -

2005-03-21T17:28:00.000-08:00

to heyheyz ..
yea i noe im soo irresponsible n all for not bloggin ..sorri!! well teman negara was like really cool..cavin was damn fun..oh n playin with dorra was really wacked !!walao she roars like a demented cukoo !!haha !damn retarded..n they were all super nice to play wif..n i made like tons of new frens..my new nickname is 'what neva kana' now !!haha !lame i noe..the jurney back was really fun nikki ,eds,wei xuan , melissa, hannah, sarah pam n i stayd up relly late n were crappin all the way..i wen sr8 home n flushd the toilet wat a wonderful invetion it is !! OH!! n i got mi new fone hahahahaha!i m so enormously dementdly happi its soooo coooool !!sony e t630 !!!! so my life basically rox xept in the love department ..but hoo cares nyways..haha oh n we had flagday the other day..so annoyin !!these idiot calld me gorgeous n anothr idiot put his arm arnd me !! so gross can n got this horrible rash frm the teman negara river watr !!i swam the whole time ,,,like thr n back !!wah !!i din noe i ve soo many things rite wellsthts all i guess as they say in french ;'au revoir'!!

2005-02-26T21:52:00.000-08:00

hey there !i m so borded...no ones online....sigh sigh sigh....prash hasn emaild me in so long.........i realyy du giv a damn nymore..i need smone new....so sad..tommozo is emaths..really hope ter do well .my tution teacher will kill me ....u noe nikki n i wre totall idiots in lit class the other day..she spilt ink all over my bls..then we cleand it ..so hilrarious..(for full detais go to nikkis blog )lukily the ink came off n we wen for the cncil invest..haha! wel...sharm din come for tution cuz of judo 'tournament'..the asshole izint even participatin la !!..n im goin for tution tommzo..so no seein chris n all hows sad..........well lifes a washing machine n im the clothes....haha poetic !????cya !!

2005-02-26T06:18:00.000-08:00

haha i hv not ritten in like soo long !!welll cas r nex week so tht sux..m gettin an allowance raise yea!!hanfone is cumin too...n maybe mp3..haha m sooo xited..schs the same...tamil is a bitch to learn..drama is wat keeps me goin...gavins okay..he can be relly funni but he pmses ALOT!..goin teman negara nex week..half of me is dreadin it the othr half cant wait..haha!oh n the councillor inves ws okay.......thr was this cute guy in green jacket..he smikedatme !!haha!!he goes to holy spirit.will find him...........haha ! wanna watch series of unfortunate events n miss congeniality two !!mus buy new wallet..started xercise routine ..cumin along wel.....n sam n conell broke up.......i think they shld patch back.....thts all...i hv ter rite..i hope mi little laughin cross will be satisfified..haha ill be cin ya !!

2005-01-18T17:17:00.000-08:00

heya..
well sch was gd ..got to noe dorra bttr..real nice..am currently gettin my life rite..studyin losin weight ..haiz ..being quai is veri tirin...well i hope it pays off...totally sick of bein fat..well no news frm austailia ..wanna go out but i CAN'T !! huh !well.gt nthin else terdae gotta study ..haiz so damn tired ...okies !!

2005-01-15T23:51:00.000-08:00

heya!!well i feel weird ritin again..haha..well abt my life at present..its cool..studyin really hard ..bio rawks ..am a senior ha ha..weird.. so happy to be wif nikki n eds..i love u guys..everytins diff..haha im grounded ..spent 300 in a week..gettin a fone soon..tht rawks..am totally str8..haha meet the new n good neeta maverica nelson..yeah maveric is a name on of my fwens likes alot.. i love it too but its a guys name so i changed it.. short form is mav..well i gttago cuz im hugry..lunch timey ha ha !!wu fun updatin..smell ya l8er !!

2005-01-08T20:27:00.000-08:00

neeta neeta neeta!

how do you like your new layout! so pretty isnt it! whoo-hoo!

and my dear, can you please make it a point to update?

and i love you!

<3 nikkii!

2004-08-05T04:01:00.000-07:00

wush shup..well sch wuz nasty 2 dae..i dunno y myfwen wuz like sooo mean can..my clzz shld noe wat she did ..i din even mean nything..n i said sozzi..still got attitude..huh !tommozo sch finish early..yea..oh yea n the hole spike tin iz totally old..wuz juz a misunderstandin..so im single n proud of it !!! :)

2004-07-25T06:50:00.000-07:00

HELOOOZ !!
omigosh so long neva blog my parents lah wah lauz can die..
nywayz e new home room system totally sux man ..so damn tiring
n racial harmony was not gd 4 me . i should hve stayed wif nikki n enjoyed miself
bt had 2 go of .one of mi fwenz came back.. shez really fwenly on phne but neva spok 2 me ..neva even hug .like damn shy can ..weird..i felt pissed..oh yeah n skirt wuz lik super short so uncomfortable..nimmi n sarofeen looked so chio..nikki n edlin awso looked damn chio..kohila looked..hmm.. weird..well i have acrush on this person its not goin nywhere so tat s life 4 now ..waitin 4 her 2 call..lets cal her spike..well ciaoz 4 now .tommozo i blogz again k..=)

2004-07-11T05:33:00.000-07:00

omigosh i cant belive i have updated 4 like sooooooo long ..tommmozo schis startin e new home room system ..gonna get locker..my life iz monotonos..if dare iz ny one who iz in love wif me come on !! ha ha i noe lah veri despo but hey if u dun tell me den nthing will happin rite !! yeah ..ha ha no time got tonz of geog ..stooopid bitch nair..well b seen ya....

2004-06-25T08:30:00.000-07:00

heyz,(cough , cough ) havin such a bad sore throat !!i went 4 e adam khoo advanced camp.man it was a boot camp !!but u noe 2 guyz fell 4 me.. ha ha lame i noe..the camp was damn tough i did 127 pushup !!in one dae k!!f**kin hell man ...ny way i miss all my peeps @ stc ..(cry ,cry)
but sch startin so datz cool.. u now my looorv life is more borin dan mathz..i need someone so if therez nyone out dare dun be shy.. (come 2 me )ha ha !=)

2004-06-04T08:49:00.000-07:00

supz..yezzi was e mt camp .it totally rawked! at least it rawked for me !! har har !thinesh n nimmi n sarofeen came so that was cool..n we koped some prezzis but e highlight of e dae was ..(drumroll)..MAKIN SAHLINI THEVI (2D)CRY !! yupz we made her cry!!todae i juz lazed about..dead tired..im in my cousinz house now ..stayin over..i ll update urz more laterz too sleepy to contiue now.... chaoz for now..n remember loves neva fir to u so dun be fair to ur lover if he/she is not fair to u !!

##NOTE## *remember to find out majellaz blog!!*

2004-06-02T03:40:00.000-07:00

*chek this out*

FORGET THE TIMES U WALKED ME BY..
FORGET THE TIMES U MADE ME CRY..
FORGET THE TIMES U HELD MY HAND..
FORGET THE SWEET THINGS IF I CAN..
I CAN NO LONGER PRETEND..
I GOTTA REMEMBER ..
NOW......
UR JUST MY FRIEND.....:(

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sad huh ....
yeah i noe..
sad like me..
ha ha..
u noe wad i need ..
i need to fall....
deeeeeply madly wonder fully in love
so i can foget her..
wish someone would steal my heart..
or juz kill me..
but it wont happen..
so ill neva be ova her..
damn.................

2004-06-02T03:34:00.000-07:00

rite 1stly to all buddihsts..HAPPY VESAK DAE!!
u noe lately ive been itchin to rite a poem ..
but it wont come..:(
i neeed inspiration..if u guyz have any inspirational
thots puhleeeees share wif me !im so desperet!!hiaz....
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2004-05-26T03:53:00.000-07:00

im such a failure...
i promised her i wld fix her heart..
i loved her once...
but she cldnt love me...
she loved nother...
so i tried to help her..
get 4 her the one she loved..
i failed...
now her heart will never mend..
all i can say is ..
gd luck my dear..
now u know how i felt..
but im lucky..
cause...
im OVER you..

2004-05-25T03:26:00.001-07:00

sigh...im like soo damn depressed ..
de tamil camp iz like next week..im facillitatin..
out of 150 tamil gals only 59 r confirm goin !!!
tat iz like so damn pathetic ..
araaaagh !!
and they come up with all kinds of lame excuses and
lies so that they dun have to attend !! i mean like HELLO..if u dun come n participate then who will ??!for freakin hellz sake all they have to do iz come n have fun !! dey r not da onez planin so wats deyr freakin problem ! deyr juz too damn lazy to wake up n come !!thatz all !!well guess wat time i have to wake up !?! 4.30AM !!and have to bring four bottles of drink nd newspapers nd be in sch @SIX!!!plus i can only leave @ arnd EIGHTpm !!!when de camp finishes @FIVE !!! so all of them batter consider themselves lucky n make sure that dey report deyr BIG FAT ASSES for camp @ 7.30 pronto !! if not i m soo gonna shove a big long stick up ur asses !!! ny way de camp iz gonna be soo cool !! nd we have prata for breakfast!!har har !! nd i pass all my exams n tat roxs.. im lisnin to d12(my band)whooteeee!!! dey so rawk my sockz !!deyr totally de best band in da world !!hoooot hooooot!!muakz to d12 fans !!we r the saviors nd da beautifull ppl of world ..heeeeeh !!rawk on salsa boiz!

2004-05-25T03:26:00.000-07:00

ha like nikki did m blog !! thankz nikz trucz of kissees!..life .tooo crammed..too irritaing..toooo full of betrayers ..too full of lyerz , instigators ,backstabberz , uses nd abusers...
they all have smilelin faces.....
we should kill the whole freakin lot of dem....
like de 2timer , liar butch..hate her for ever..
i support the anti-SD club..
she broke my heart......
now i dunno how 2 fix it back again...:(

2004-04-20T06:37:00.000-07:00

oh god no time 2 sae ny tin ...gotta go talkz laterz k..